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You show great empathy. You have a big heart. The pastor at church today talked about anxiety and how we know that when we have it, it is time to realize that we are not God and He is much bigger than anything we worry about. He knows our problems and our fears and we need give it all to Him. I have done just that. It has taken it totally out of my hands and I can only pray. Because the picture is so much bigger than we are. God knows what is going on and I have a feeling He is MAD. Vengeance is mine, saith The Lord. I am all too happy to give Him my worry.

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Jan 8, 2023·edited Jan 8, 2023Liked by Oh Susanna

Sorry I tried to kill you, lets have coffee next week and hash it out, OK? ....this is my way of saying how it feels...swept away as an uncomfortable non issue. We who said no do not forget or trust as before. We see this damage and have to explain it to the damaged, and they often freak out at us.

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Jan 9, 2023·edited Jan 9, 2023Liked by Oh Susanna

Thank you for sharing your burden. It is one that many of us carry ~ and it helps to have companions along the way. I try to remember that even the sun must die ~ and, in the meantime, compassion is one of our best guides in moving forward into the unknown.

I also do firmly believe in the power of order to emerge out of chaos ~ and, when all else fails, tales of NDEs (near death experiences) do bring me some measure of comfort.

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Thank you for this, I hear you. I really hear you.

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Two ways: either become philosophical or angry. I tend to become angry...

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Both of my beloved siblings, with whom I am close, ignored my very urgent email warnings not to take the experimental jabs (complete with links to stellar docs' warnings, such as those of Drs Mike Yeadon, Wolfgang Wodarg, and Geert Vanden Bossche) and took two Moderna jabs AND A BOOSTER. One sibling had made a snide reference to my "conspiracy theories" -- she's the one who now has a heart issue and something "ominous" (as she termed it) on her brain MRI, although she is very vague in describing it to me in her emails and doesn't mention vaccines at all. Both live in the US (I am overseas), so I am not able to independently monitor their health. I am starting to dread phone calls ...

Because I am unjabbed and not a US citizen, I am unable to travel to the US to visit them. (Of course were I an illegal alien crossing the southern border of the US, my jab status wouldn't matter to PedoBiden's public health bureaucrats.) I wonder if I'll ever see them again.

I at least convinced my sister to take the supplement NAC, which is a very effective anti-inflammatory. I sent her this link and was hoping that she'd check out DoorlessCarp's other recommendations for supplements to battle Covid and the jab's toxic properties:

https://doorlesscarp953.substack.com/p/n-acetylcysteine-as-adjuvant-therapy

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I am revelling in the knowledge that three young women I know, all vaxxed and probably all boosted, are having babies. So far so good.

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Thanks for telling this story. A 30-year-old mother should not have myocarditis. I've started asking the same question to people with different health ailments. I'm surprised that with some of these people, the possibility the vaccine caused their health issue (like a stroke) has never occurred to them. I asked my neighbor, who is recovering from a bad stroke, if he thought the vaccine could have caused it. He quickly said "yes." He also told me the two stroke rehab hospitals he spent two months in were over-flowing with patients. So people are starting to connect the dots maybe.

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I remember on a flight a very pregnant doctor, who just happened to be a woman!, bragging how she was going to get her shot. I just stared at her blankly. In an interview Dr. Maholtra said doctors are told in medical school that 50% of what they are taught is helpful will be found unhelpful. The problem is they don't know which will prove unhelpful. If what he says is true, there is no excuse for doctors to have not questioned a rushed through new medical intervention. It was intellectually lazy or dishonest or both.

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